I realized (again) there are so many things I never learned from you. Questions un-asked. Ideas not yet discussed.
I remember the urgency when I asked you to help me understand Romans 7. I remember too feeling all that mattered was that you knew how very much I love you. That you understood how you're love for me impacted my life.
Sitting on the edge of your bed, you were frustrated that you had woke, alive. You spoke words of encouragement... Another way of saying goodbye.